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Name: Jessica
Location: Dallas, Texas, United States
Birthday: 5/26/1986
Gender: Female


Interests: Dance - Kickboxing - Workingout - Colorguard - Chorography -
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Member Since: 4/3/2004

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Friday, April 03, 2009

i already feel like shit about myself
thank you for making it worse.
i wish more then anything i was someone else.
i hate me.

you don't get it and never will cause i refuse to let you feel how I do
maybe i should change and let you see how it feels
even then I don't think you'll quite get it

please just let me be by myself
ill feel better and i wont feel like i have to live up to some standard
as long as im  happy with myself - ill be happy
i hate everything

maybe someone some day will think im the greatest, best looking, nicest, funniest, sweetest, person ever
and even if i never find that person at  least ill be happy with myself
you do no help
i get nothing from you but remarks and comments about everyone else


Wednesday, February 25, 2009

I wish I was someone else to you.
And just to you.


Then maybe you'd treat me like I deserve to be.
But I get the shit end of everything. Thank you.

You'll regret it some day.


Tuesday, December 30, 2008

don't read this - it sucks - im just storing it here

Looking back at the tracks that we made,

Where ever you go you'll never escape,

the words that you've said - the nights that you've spent

Waiting for me to realize what you ment.

 

Years of passing without even a thought

Just one little word would of changed this whole plot

 

But You're leaving this place and the city we loved

this is your choice - to let go of

The dreams, the seams, that held us to tight.

Just let me go as you take your last flight.


Friday, December 19, 2008

okay this ones done, just sounds better with music

I can only wish of what I could be, should be

Add me to your list of where you’ve been and what you’ve done

Maybe there is more I would be, could be

If I had made the choice to run

 

All of the ways - that she - showed you love

You’ll never forget - what she - was - to you baby

 

(Chorus)

I can be your second best

All of me - just to - make you regret,

Why you - took me so fast, forgot your past - babe

Please don't forget why you felt this way - for me...

 

If you could erase - all the dreams you had before me

Would you still pick her to be - the only one

If there was still a place before me

Could i have the chance - before you're heart - becomes - undone

 

(Chorus)

 

Maybe you're meant to be free

Maybe I'm supposed to be - The one to save you, the one to crave you,

Better than she ever did.

But your words just push me away

to a deeper... deeper place...

 

I can be your second best

All of me - just to - make you regret


okay this sucks just don't read it cause im working on it

that sleepless look, your tired eyes

never sleeping next to mine

your speechless voice, can't even try

to tell me what you feel inside

 

Maybe its to late

to try and make a change

You've seen it once

And here you go again

 

what are you trying to do

even though i tell you

that you're better off

before you drove into me

 

your silent kiss, your happiness

is no where to be found

your broken words, are all still heard

why are you even around

 

This is not the place

that you want to be

You know just what you are

to me

 

What are you trying to do

even though i tell you

that you're better off

before you drove into me



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